My Darling Grief
read aloud July 23, 2025, under a tent, after being released from duty
I had a virgin child named Grief;
I took her to the market,
where the bustling crowd
elbowed her out
the square.
I took her to the banquet, where all
the chairs were
filled.
In forest was she lost,
in travel did she lag;
and over time my darling Grief
took residence by my bed.
And once
by the high-up windows of
my fellow brother
I caught a glimpse
of a beast
curled up by their
mantle. I mistook
her for my Grief--for so similar
did they sigh; they could have been siblings.
And that night, on
my pillow's greeting, I felt
my darling Grief nudge my
leg, and my leg did
earthquake--for
I swore that when my
Grief did lay her cheek
against my calf,
in undertone so
crippling sweet, a
billion of her siblings
did shake their sleepers' leg that
night, in hopes to be taken out in light of day.